speak to be heard

i record to find out my own voice
which i never hear when i speak
no echo chamber head
just words flung outwards
like skimming stones across a pool
each an emissary of a seeker fool

on the day when i solve myself
and undo the knot
then i will be
and not
the finished sentence
tells the story

and i will finally realise
i was waiting to hear myself
but i had not been listening