unpause
the poise in pause seems implausible sometimes there is a weight in wait a debt in detail some meat in meet we eat at a feast of repeat i recall the days i did hours where i have not hid i won…
carpool tunnel syndrome
i imagine travis bickle driving grady tripp riding shotgun and i’m between the dude and the duke we are veering between stoner talk and men of violence who make me want to walk listening to johnny cash, the circle unbroken this is…
in florida sun
how often do i stand in the tide on the beach outside under the florida sun with my shirt undone and my wife by my side with her feet in the tide? we do not do the things we should all the…
amidst the spam
The digital memory is a hardwired failure of lack of differentiation between the important and the trivial. Things that you mentally backgrounded years ago suddenly get chopped up a sprinkled over the landscape in which you are currently moving. It is psychotic.…
As A Writer
As a writer, isn’t some aspect of your mental health tied to the act of writing? There are people who write, and there are writers. There are people who are alive, and there are people who live. If I do not write…
44
a year older colder, bolder, or something else? time to reflect upon the self time to hammer at the health how do you appear in this year? where last year’s dream put you? or hobbled by what you went through? maybe a…
Hot And Cold
He lays his palm flat against the glass and is surprised for some reason that it sticks there – he thinks of tongues velcroed to icy lamp-posts, and freezerburn. He has been living in a warm climate until recently so he is…
Fixing Broken Machines
Sometimes things break, and they do so silently, and if you have a billion moving pieces you might miss it. I write all over the damned place, because I have a lot of different stories I am looking to tell. So, today…
False Universal Narrative
They say that it was the event that galvanised the war, but later analysis proved conclusively that it never happened. It was labelled as being the largest false flag operation ever mounted by the joint US and UK Fiction Departments. They were…
shadow boxed
i am fat on the held back fuck yous a spider made of shadows of sentiments they flower in my writing i’ve been less than forthcoming and the heartbeat that’s drumming is an echo of the first promising i’ll burst how do…